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My hamster Smokey died!!! I am so sad, I was for real about to cry!!!

I'm done

Hey everyone...I guess it is time for an update. I swear to goodness that pretty soon I am going to stop writing in here all together, MySpace has taken over!!!

Things have been okay lately. I just hate not knowing the whole truth about things. It is hard not knowing if I even have someone anymore, whether it is me he wants or his ex...Why did I let myself think something good possibly could happen with this guy? Why? Why? Why? Is everything he said to me and everything I felt wrong? Or is this just a rough patch that we will overcome??

Yearbook has really really been stressin' me out. There is so much to do in such a short amount of time. Today was all the mock award pictures. They went pretty good besides the fact that half the people didn't show up or were late so I had to call a gazillion of them out of class. All the pictures were really cute and were really fun. Thanks to my love Mariss for all the help!! Love yas!!

It is weird having these crazy, mixed-up feelings for someone that you shouldn't really be interested in and even crazier that he is acting the same way back. We have a really interesting relationship, we have feelings for eachother, act on them, but yet don't have to be committed in any way. Which works out better for him seems how he has some little girl suckin' him dry. I feel like if it wasn't for her our "relationship" would progress. But whatever, it ain't even that deep...

The worst feeling in the world is not knowing. Not knowing who you truly are, what you want, who you want, what you plan on doing with your life, why you cry at night, why you let him (them) affect you like you do...geez

I have been talking to an old friend for the last couple days. Me and this guy go back to the 6th grade and it is so nice talking to him again. He has been telling me all this s*** he has been going through and I just feel so bad for him!!! I don't know why I felt like sharing that but there ya go!

I officially hate school There are so many dang teachers there that act like complete biotches and I just want to smack them in their stupid ugly faces. It is such an effort for me to get up every morning and drag my butt to school. I hate being there and the only plus side is all my friends. We have so much fun it ain't even funny.

Dang, I wrote a book...If you read this all, you are effin' sweet!!!

I love you guys

Well I guess it is time for an update...

Homecoming. Wow, what a good day. From 4:30 a.m. to 12:30 a.m. it was nothing but fun. I was so dang nervous in the morning it wasn't even funny, but it all turned out great. I was surrounded all day by great people and I had an amazing time.

Congrats to Ursula and Brandon!!!

I think it is funny how some people went to such extreme measures for someone to win and that person still didn't win!!! hahaha Winning is not that important!

So, I am all alone on Valentine's Day!!!  My babe is in Chicago and I am here missin' him like crazae!!

I guess I really don't have much to say...

Well people...I am in a real good mood. I had a wonderful weekend, the best in a long time...

The good times all started on Friday during 5th hour. Let me tell you, the yearbook staff is straight hood!!! Ok, so little Miss Sam got her shit stolen, and once we found out where the boy was, half the dang staff went down there to make sure he didn't leave. Wow, some stuff happened that I never thought would happen in my life. Some boy that will go un-named ran up on the boy and hit him in his face. hahaha So so funny...

Well, on Saturday I had to go to my little brother's basketball game. Woodcreek vs. Lewton. Lewton is so good, they smashed us. Damn....It was fun although we had no chance against them. So then I went with Bobby and my man G to the mall to mess around.We met up with LaDaryous and we ended up going to eat at Houlihan's, I had never been there before, it was kinda good. Then we all went to see When A Stranger Calls. It was okay but nothing like I expected. I was disappointed that I wasn't scared, but I am hoping Final Destination 3 will do the trick. It was fun just being with my boo...

Yesterday I went with my dad and my uncle to Reno's to watch the Super Bowl. I am so happy that the Steelers won!! It was a fun game and I had a fun time...YEAH

So, I am a firm believer in everything happens for a reason...I feel G came up here to be with me, really, God wanted us to be together. I mean, why does someone up and leave there home in Chicago to come to Lansing?? It is fate ya'll, FATE. For now, let's just say I am extremely happy with our relationship...but I feel something more is going to happen. I dunno, I just do....

I am really stressin' about homecoming. I don't know who is going to do my hair or how. I don't have my nails done, I don't have my tan. I have no idea what Jarrett and I are going to do on stage. OH MAN....

MER

We're like twins!!

I LOVE (Most) OF YOU!!!

So Tuesday was interesting....Kennisha came over and stayed the night. Bobby, Terry, my baby G, Nisha, and I stayed outside my house till like 12:30 being dumb. We sat there and complained about being cold...We had all my kitchen chairs out, blankets, and our body heat, and yet we still complained....It was funny. I guess you had to be there to see the humor in it all

Yesterday Kennisha and I went to the mall. I was supposed to go with Allie but someone was a little bit..hmm??...not with it? Ha So yeah I got my shoes and my jewelry...I am so excited! Yeah!! All I need now is to get my nails done and tan...

I am in a good mood

Yup

I love you all